What would you be willing to give to save the love of your life? That's the question seventeen-year-old Avery must ask herself the night her boyfriend is attacked and a strange figure appears asking her what she'd do to save his life. As he lies dying, Avery makes a deal: trade two years of her life to save him. She says yes. When she wakes up the next morning, Avery is met with friends, family and a boyfriend that have moved on without her. Two years have passed. Her friends are at university; her parents have grieved and moved on, and so has Bram - the boy she loves. It seems they have put the night of the attack behind them and are shocked when Avery - who was presumed missed - makes a return after two years. But for Avery it's a different story. Their past is her present. And now she's seventeen in her head, trapped in a nineteen-year-old's life, trying to find the answers for what happened that night, and who the strange entity she made a deal with was. And when the entity returns, it offers new terms: grant someone else their deepest wish, or Bram dies again. The first time, she didn't have to think. This time, she has to decide what his life is really worth. A brand-new YA speculative romance from YOTO Carnegie Medal and Branford Boase Award Nominee Louise Finch.

- Perfect for fans of Laura Nowlin's If He Had Been With Me and Adam Silvera's They All Die In The End - A powerful speculative YA novel that deals with themes of grief, love and self-identity